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I've Got A Problem, Kind Of.?

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for as long as i can remember, my mom abused me pretty badly. also, most people in my school aren’t very fond of me. i have usually no friends. people consider me a freak or emo or w/e. but that’s because since november of ’06, i’ve been cutting myself on my lower back, stomach, and wrist. i also sometimes go a day or so without eating anything, b/c my mother thinks i am overweight. and when i do eat, i sometimes puke it all back. also, i’ve recently developed Anemia, which is bad b/c i had Blackfan Diamond Aplastic Anemia on the first 4 years of my life, and was on the fringe of death. so that might repeat.
anyways, i’m just scared about all of that. i know, i’m kind of a freak…. but please don’t remind me…

8 Responses to “I've Got A Problem, Kind Of.?”

  1. Anna says:
    November 7, 2009 at 7:35 pm

    Who cares what your mom thinks. You need to eat that is not going to make you lose weight it will make you gain. Your body goes into stravtion mode. Either except youreself as you are or go on a diet. Cutting is a way of couping if you could find a more productive way it would help. Art or writing really are good outlets. Don’t believe me? So many writers and artist were depressed some of the greats. Find a way to deal till you can get out out of that home. Its not your fault that your mom is a crazy *****. So stop taking it out on yourself. I learned that the hard way.

  2. Mrs.Boys says:
    November 7, 2009 at 9:10 pm

    your not a freak at all.
    honestly, if i went to your school id be your BFF.
    They just dont understand you.
    && i know this might be really hard to hear but maybe, if your mothewr is that bad you need to get out of that house and away from her.
    It would be for your better health.
    Maybe, even counseling. I know it sounds pretty weird but it does help.
    && cutting yourself isnt the way to go. I have friends who have tried it and its not worth it. Just try not to do it .
    I know i dont know you;; but i wouldnt want you to do it so bad you die. Nothing is worth losing your life over, even if life seems pretty bad right now.
    It’ll get better.
    just listen to my advice…..

  3. smartale says:
    November 7, 2009 at 11:46 pm

    this isnt a question you just want atention

  4. vicky says:
    November 8, 2009 at 5:34 am

    not to be a smarty pants but what is the question?

  5. xlaura36 says:
    November 8, 2009 at 10:50 am

    first of all your not a freak….. you shouldnt let your mother get the best of you…. most abusive parents abuse people because they like how it makes you feel. it makes them feel great once they know your weak and helpless. Dont let her ruin your life…. i would see a doctor or evena guidance consuleor.

  6. Shrieking Panda says:
    November 8, 2009 at 11:47 am

    Not a freak at all. Just sounds like you’re not comfy in your own skin. How about going and getting some help from a counselor who can help you find some passion for life?

  7. Jezzy! says:
    November 8, 2009 at 3:22 pm

    yea, a councilor.
    or
    teencentral.net
    i’m advertising them a lot lately…
    i used to cut myself, and was considered ‘emo’ (i hate that label) but after i started talking about things, i was feeling better.
    if you don’t want to talk to a councilor (since they have to tell you parents if you are hurting yourself) you can talk to one of your friends, write in a journal, talk outloud when you are by your self.
    whatever makes you feel happier
    hope this helped and hope you are happier soon!!!!

  8. =] says:
    November 8, 2009 at 9:22 pm

    Aww,thats so sad.
    Maybe you could tell some one about your mom? because i think you should’nt live like this.
    especially going sometimes a day without eating thats not good!
    and find some help.
    im sorry if i didnt help much.